Its getting colder day by day. Christmas is just around the corner. So is my b-day..
What would be better than a warm hug and cheerful smile at this time of the year? How come all i feel now is the coldness, inside out, both in heart and in mind?
I guess sometimes its so hard to love someone without being hurt...But, isnt love supposed to heal your pain?
Or, what i´m looking at is just the illusion of love? Sometimes, trying hard is not enough...sympathy is what matters...Selfishness, dont just blame it on me.
I couldnt help crying my eyes out today, feeling so lost and disappointed. Turned the TV on at maximum volume, held myself up and cried out loud. No one heard me, no one wanted to.
Just today, i told myself. It will stop tomorrow. The tears or the love or both...?
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